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so yeah.
remember that, i might get it published someday.
-chelsea

aybendito...

right now, that translates to: "oh goodness"

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i have more time to blog at school than i do at home...
i think it's silly that i have to stay here after lunch if i dont have any real classes.
all i have is study halls now that our yearbook is finished.
so pretty much, i have government, marketing, honors english, and bible choir in the morning.
then i have lunch, yearbook (study hall), teacher's asst at our elementary school (i just grade papers and i dont HAVE to go everyday...), and study hall in the library. that's it...
so today, i went and slept all through 6th period cause i didnt have work to do this week for any teachers and then 20 minutes into study hall. it was nice.... (:

but yea. it's just ironic that i have more time at school for this than i do at home. and when im at home i'd rather be with my family since im not there much anymore with work and soccer and spending time with jacob and megan occassionally, but not often.

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on a new note, i've applied for Bethel College through Bethel Temple... and i think that might be what im gonna do this fall for real now. it's been frustrating not having an idea of what im doing... but i feel like this is right, and it's a good decision. i just need to work on saving up!! haha.

anywho....................
bell's about to ring.
and then i have a soccer game (:
which im nervous about. cause i hurt my ankle again twice yesterday and ended up staying out of most of the second half of the game. and im gonna attempt to play on it since i can walk fine today. howeverrrrr all it takes is for me to step on one patch of grass wrong and my ankle rolls and then im out... ): so hopefully that wont happen! im gonna try to be as careful as one can be on a field such as hampton christian's... ha.


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-chelsea

7 days...

aghhhhh.

7 days.... i miss carter.

But im thankful for what i have. and im thankful for Jesus' love through the last 2 and a half years or so... I'm thankful that Carter is with Jesus and im thankful that Silas gets to experience life too. They both got a chance (: and im surrendering all my fears of future loss to the cross, cause i know everything is in His hands. everything He allows is for a purpose and that purpose is "not for harm"... but it is good. His plans are good. haha maybe bitingly painful, but good.

"Don’t be afraid, I have rescued you. I have called you by name; now you belong to Me. When you cross deep rivers, I will be with you, and you won't drown. When you walk through the fire, you won't be burned or scorched by the flames. I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, the God who saves you. I gave up Egypt, Ethiopia, and the region of Seba in exchange for you. To Me, you are very dear, And I love you. That’s why I gave up nations and people to rescue you." (isaiah 43:1-4)

um. yes.

ummm. i've been bugged about my lack of blogging this past month............................... (*cough sarah mortazavi)............. but i really dont know what to talk about. i get bored with those oooo i want chick fil a and aghhh im on restriction posts. but yea.

bbutttttttttt yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

thats all i can think of at the moment. maybe posting this will give me a blog-itch and i'll start back up soon. i just dont have much time now with work and soccer and mr. jacob dryden (who is, by the way, perfect for me and absolutley incredible:)....... so yea.

thus ends another boring post...