I'll Never Get There

this is really old just so you know... but i liked it enough to post it.

i'll never get there

the point of peace,
where chaos is at ease,
the happy space,
where joy is in its place,
is imaginary
somewhere i'll never be


i want to take a breath
of feeling alive
i want to conquer death
i want to survive
but i'll never get there


i'll never get where
i can see a change
i'll never get where
my life is rearranged
i'll never get where
i can see your plan
and take your hand
i really want to
but i cant
i'll never get there
no, i'll never get there


the clearness of the sky
makes me wonder why
my life is so cloudy
how deep will i go?
how deep?


i just want to take a breath
of feeling alive
i want to conquer death
i want to survive
but i'll never get there


i'll never get where
i can see a change
i'll never get where
my life is rearranged
i'll never get where
i can see your plan
and take your hand
i really want to
but i cant
i'll never get there
no, i'll never get there


i need something!
to tell me
to tell me a way
that i can feel okay


i'll never get where
i can see a change
i'll never get where
my life is rearranged
i'll never get where
i can see your plan
and take your hand
i really want to
but i cant
i'll never get there
no, i'll never get there