i have the flu.

im #6 out of 6 family members to get it.
and it SUCKS!!!!!
reasons why this is one of the worst things ever:
- i know im gonna feel better in the morning like everyone else has, but im still gonna have to take off work a SECOND time this week and LOSE hours... and i reallllllyyyy cant afford to do that.
- isolation. i hate when no one can be around me and i have to lay there feeling terrible and BORED and no one to talk to or hold me.
- im a people person, so i've been around a couple people the last 24 hours. and those people are now subject to getting the flu. which is terrible... i would not wish this on anyone.
- i blame hailey. she had it first.
- feeling naseous makes me want to die. i've always hated it, and this is no exception.
- im sleepy, but too uncomfortable to sleep due to this whole SICK thing.
- i will be missing a mandatory meeting at county grill tomorrow, and a night shift at texas steakhouse.
- i already called in to county grill to tell them i wouldnt be going in on MONDAY because my mom was sick and i had taken her to the ER the night before, there was no way physically i could handle that as tired as i was. and now i have to call again... they already hate that i have another job. so me skipping out of 2/3 of my shifts this week at a job i just started LOOKS BAD.
- but i think the worst thing is, i just feel terrible.... i dont like this ONE BIT.